Monday, October 6, 2008

OMG Back to School For Me

Here we go again. I took a break from school and summer is over and it's time to start all over. Today it started. I have two classes: Sociology 300 (Societies of Developing Countries) and Computer Information Systems 326 (Object-Oriented Programming I). I'm quite worried about CIS326 because it's based on the C programming language and I haven't taken or used C for 12 years. I just looked at the syllabus for this class and for some reason the professor is skipping chapters all the way to chapter 8. Why, I have no clue. The syllabus scares me to death so I'm dropping her class and enrolling in the other CIS326 class. I hope the next professor starts at chapter 1. We shall see.

The SOC300 class has a paper due in a few weeks that has to be at a minimum 10 pages long. Oh, dear gawd. I don't know what the paper will be about, but just hope that I will get through it.

I do have some good news though...after this quarter in school I'll finally be a SENIOR. I thought I would never get there. The end is in sight.

I don't care if I'm 98 and rolling across that damn stage, I will get my degree one day. I can't wait to blog about graduation!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Mental Health May Finally Have Its Day

Tonight I was HIGHLY pleased to read the following article located here at CNN.com:

WASHINGTON (AP) -- Talk about going out with a win.


Sen. Pete Domenici has fought for mental health treatment parity in insurance plans.


Sen. Pete Domenici has fought for mental health treatment parity in insurance plans.
Sen. Pete Domenici, R-New Mexico, has spent years fighting for legislation that would require insurance plans to treat mental health patients on par with those who have physical ailments. No  more higher copays or deductibles for the mental health treatments. No more limits on visits to the doctor that differ from the caps for other patients.

Domenici announced a year ago that he suffers from a progressive form of dementia and would not seek a seventh term. He leaves office at the end of this year. One of his final votes was on the mental health legislation he fought so hard for over the years.

The mental health protections are part of a massive bill designed to help the economy that was passed by the House Friday and signed by President Bush.

Domenici has a daughter diagnosed with atypical schizophrenia. He got involved in the parity issue after joining a National Alliance on Mental Illness support group nearly 20 years ago. On his way home from work, he and his wife, Nancy, would meet with other parents of children with mental health problems.

"The first real understanding of how broad the problem was came from those meetings where I met with mothers and fathers who had children who were mentally ill, and they were going bankrupt because they couldn't pay the health bills, or their children were in jails instead of hospitals," Domenici said.

He said perceptions about the ability to treat mental health problems have changed greatly over the years, but coverage has also become an expensive proposition. So, he and others, such as the late Sen. Paul Wellstone, D-Minnesota, began pushing for health insurance parity. Those who would have to bear most of the expense offered the most resistance.

"Those who stood to lose fought hard and that was principally insurance companies and businesses," Domenici said.

Employers and insurers were concerned that legislation would have required plans to cover a "telephone book" of conditions, raising costs beyond what companies and their workers could afford and potentially negating companies' ability to offer any health coverage at all.

The legislation does not mandate that group health plans cover mental health or addiction treatment, only that when plans do so, the coverage must be equitable to other medical coverage.

The insurance industry is now a strong supporter of the parity legislation.

In 1996, Sens. Wellstone and Domenici won passage of a law banning insurance plans that offer mental health coverage from setting lower annual and lifetime spending limits for mental treatments than for physical ailments.

The pair again teamed up in 2001 on a predecessor to the legislation now before the House. After Wellstone was killed in a plane crash in 2002, Sens. Edward Kennedy, D-Massachusetts, and Mike Enzi, R-Wyoming, took on larger roles in getting a bill passed in the Senate.

The requirement for equal treatment in insurance coverage would apply to health plans that cover more than 50 employees -- potentially reaching 113 million people nationwide.

Health officials contend that equal protections for mental health conditions would lead to a healthier, more productive work force.

"There's a phenomenon ... where you've got a psychiatric illness and you're able to get around but you can't do your work at the same quality you did before," said Dr. Nada Stotland, president of the American Psychiatric Association.

"Many workers today are in the service industry. If a person on the other end of the line is depressed, they may have shown up to work and they may be present, but they will not necessarily make us happy about the company that we're calling. They'll be slow, unhappy and maybe irritable, and their powers of concentration won't be good. So, more and more companies want to see their employees treated."

Overall, the parity legislation is expected to cost the federal government about $3.4 billion over 10 years. That's because employers will have more health expenses that they can deduct from their income taxes.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Need Advice Please

As stated in a previous post, I am going to start talking about one thing that is bothering me to death which is weight. I want to just get it out on the table and talk about it and then do something about it. I know I will be posting how I'm doing in losing weight at times and I don't want this to turn into a weight blog.

As we all know it's easier to have just one blog. I really don't want another one because I want to keep all of my thoughts and feelings in one place, but I don't want to bore my readers either.

So, should I start another blog just for my weight or would you mind if I blog about it here?

Thanks ya'll!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Cool Tool to Export and Import Blogs

Blogger has a great tool to export/import blogs and I used it while moving my old blog here. At first I thought that I would need to cut and paste all of the old blog entries into this blog and then comments would be lost, not to mention it would take a long time. I decided to see if there was any tool available that could export the blog, so I went to Google and typed "export blog into new blog" and found an article stating Blogger has a site available for their users to beta test new Blogger features located at http://draft.blogger.com and one of the new beta features was exporting/importing blogs.

I visited the site which looks just like Blogger.com and signed in with my Blogger user name and password. After signing in, it looked the same but after looking around found a few changes from the regular Blogger. What's nice is any changes you make to your blog using the beta Blogger does display in your blog. I found the tool that allows you to export and import blogs and so I then signed into the beta Blogger site with my old blog credentials and used the tool to export my old blog. It basically creates an XML file that you can save to your computer (which is great because it allows you to keep this file which you can use as a backup for your blog). The XML file stores all blog entries you posted along with all comments received. It does not include widgets you may have used or the blog template you used to make your blog pretty.

I then signed back into the beta Blogger site with my new Chunks credentials and imported the file I saved to my computer and voila, all blog entries and comments displayed. What's REALLY nice about the import is that it imports all entries/comments to your blog but does not publish them automatically. I was so happy about that because I wanted to manually go through each blog entry and remove all references to my old blog along with all comments I had posted using my old blog user name. So I then went through each blog entry reading all posts and comments and removing what was needed. After doing this I published the post and then the old post displayed in my new blog. Beautiful! I was very happy that nothing was lost.

Since I started blogging I have never gone back and read any old posts. Have you ever read your old posts? It was quite enlightening to do so because it really made me realize that I am getting better. Sure, I still have dark days when depression wraps its cold hands around my throat, but really, it's not been as bad as it has been. I'm not slipping into suicidal thoughts as much and the heavy blanket of depression hasn't suffocated me for a while.

Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not sitting here thinking that I've beat depression and that it's gone for good. In the past I would feel that way and then be sorely disappointed when it came back to haunt me. I think I accept the fact that I have depression now and before I could never accept it. If you can't accept something it really creates conflict and I was troubled for a long time. I was also embarrassed that I had depression. I felt abnormal and hated the feeling. Now I realize depression is my reality and this new blog will now be about bits and pieces, or chunks, of my reality versus feeling like an abnormal soul.

I'm not abnormal. I'm me. And that is OK. What a great reality to awaken to!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Picture Night

I found a site called PhotoFunia that is really a lot of fun. You don't need to register and you can use all of the templates by uploading all of the pictures that you want in order to create really cool effects. Below are some pictures of my daughter and myself.

 
  
  
  
  
 
 

Below are some pictures that I tweaked using Microsoft Photo Draw (not PhotoFunia):

 
  
  
  
You know, for some reason all of the items that were on the right-hand side of the page such as the blog roll, blog archive, etc. aren't displaying in the sidebar. Instead they are displaying at the bottom of the page. I tried to figure out what is going on and can't. I wonder if it has to do with the template and e-mailed SuckMyLolly.com asking (she has the best, BEST templates in the world!). Hopefully I will be able to get this resolved in the near future.

By the way, pretty soon I am going to talk about something that I alluded to in my last blog and never spoke about. It's difficult to discuss. See, the pics of me above were taken a while back before I gained weight. I look terrible now. I'm trying to do something about it and it's been quite difficult. I'll be posting about it soon. I think it will help if I do. It's going to be tough though...ugh.

Until then, if you try out Photofunia, let me know. I'd love to see your creativity!

Monday, September 29, 2008

Snails Are Faster Than This

I don't know what is wrong with me today. I just have no inclination to work at all. Sometimes this feeling hits and it's manageable. Today, not so manageable. Because of it today at work is taking forever to end. It is FINALLY 4:14pm. For some reason time slowed to an abysmal crawl between 11:00am and 3:00pm. I remember looking at the clock at 1:12pm and then after what seemed like hours looking again and it was only 1:14pm. Talk about disappointment!

Today I can say that I have accomplished...nothing. I really don't know what is wrong with me. Could it be the weather? It's finally starting to cool down and you can feel Fall making it's way to our hot and humid state. It's the type of weather where you just want to be outside walking around and not cooped up in a small space looking at two computer monitors. My eyes are actually tired looking at them all day.

I feel like a child looking out of the school window praying for the bell to ring.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

OMG Finally!

I have now officially moved to my new and permanent home. I exported my old blog, imported it to this one, took out all references to the old blog and here we are. The process seemed never-ending, but it is now complete and I can finally breathe a sigh of relief.

The grass always looks greener on the other side. I was tired of Blogger and tried other sites and here I am full-circle again. I appreciate Blogger much more and think it's the best blogging tool out there so far.

If you have me on your blogroll, please delete the reference to my old blog and replace it with this new address. I'm going to delete my old blog tonight after writing this post.

I like the look of this blog better as well. Of course I got the template at Suck My Lolly. Check her out, she has great templates there. I've decided to keep it simple in the code so that I can change out the template as I like. It's fun to use different designs from time to time.

Oh, it's wonderful to be back in the blogging world again. I have a lot to say and will be posting as time allows.

*hugs* to everyone!

 
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