Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Back at Work Today

Didn't make it to work yesterday. I felt so bad about not going but could not do it. I was in bed the entire day sleeping until this morning. I was able to get my butt out of bed this morning and was here at 8:30am. Not many people were here because it snowed this morning. When it snows even one little flake around here the schools are closed. My daughter was extremely pleased.

I have an interview today at 1:30pm. I dressed the part but my heart isn't into it. I hope it goes well. I don't feel very confident.

I've already cried once at work. Thankfully, no one saw me.

It's highly difficult to be here, but here I am.


The Topiary Cow said...

"It's difficult to be here, but here I am."


Also, here's a quote Cow likes, from a Doonesbury cartoon:

"Today you'll wear clothes you don't want to wear. You'll drive somewhere you don't want to be, and do things you don't want to do. Have a nice day!"


GirlBlue said...

Hang in there babe

Bon Don said...

But you made it in!

Hope your day gets better.

*Bon Don*

Ruby Tuesday said...

I hope the interview went well x

Queenneenee said...

Horray for you , you made it through the hardest part.....GETTING THERE! Keep up the good work girl, you rock!

Da Old Man said...

Glad you made it in. That's 90% of the battle. The other half is being at peace, and the final half is just realizing you have done your best.

Yeah, I suck at math sometimes.

Laura said...

Give yourself a huge pat on the back for making it into work despite feeling so poorly. A doctor told me once that no disease is more debilitating than depression. You should feel proud of yourself. I hope by day's end you're feeling a little better.

linda said...

That combination of not wanting to go in to combined with the mental and physical drain of actually doing getting there is hard work indeed. Then you have to face others (which makes it all so much worse). Don't worry, other people's opinions may seem to matter, but they are not absolute. You don't need their moral approval. Just work on getting your own.

Wandering Coyote said...

Give yourself a HUGE pat on the back for getting there today. That's an enormous VICTORY!

Karen ^..^ said...

Good for you, girl. That was hard, every day is a monumental struggle, but unlike some, YOU are DOING it. I'm proud of you.

Chunks of Reality said...

Thanks, everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


Daisy said...

it's ok. *pat pat* at least you got to rest. and it's a new day, huh?

been experiencing the same thing actually --- having a hard time heading into my classes, I guess you kinda know why ;) --- and it IS frustrating.

take time out for yourself all right? :)

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